I Anger

I anger so easily,

Because I feel that I have lost you.

I anger because

YOU said the distance wouldn’t

Change the friendship we had.

I anger so easily

Because I miss you!

I anger because I’m scared.

Because anyone I’ve ever

Let into my heart has turned

And walked away.

I anger so easily

Because I let you inside these walls,

These walls I worked so tirelessly to build.

I anger because you have proven to

Be just like the rest of them.

I anger because

I do NOT trust easily.

I anger because

I fear rejection above all the rest.

I anger so easily

Because you, like them rejected me.

I anger you

Because I know I am not good enough

For you.

I anger, I anger, I anger

Because every time

I let anyone in, I see them

Turn and walk away.

I anger because I lose

The progress I made while

I thought you were my friend.

I anger because I’ve gone

Back t my ways of hiding

This anger and this fear.

Just when I thought I was

A better person, I slipped

Back into these old ways.

But don’t worry because

This anger won’t let you in again.